i friking hate this . 
i dont even want to deal with it 
but i do 
cuz i dont want to loose anyone

michigan is good 
but i would rather be home

ill be back monday night.
come surprise me :)

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life can be confusing 
but life is great right now .

im leaving for michigan tuesday
and im coming back monday
im going to miss jordan.

my job is going well i like my coworkers 
no drama because everyone is about 20 
years older then me 
i like getting paid.

Happy 4th of July

im in busch gardens?
yeah, it better not be crowded
but i know it will be.

jordans car is finally fixed.

i drove to work today
by myself mind you :)

and as i was walking out of work to
the car i heard this really loud snow patrol
music and a very familiar looking car
and then it hit me... it was jordan.
it was so nice to see him after working
for 4 hours.

i also got to pick up jordan
it was sweet.

im so ready for this weekend.

i have settled into a state i am
comfortable in, finally.
im happy
yet im deathly
afraid of change.
i would do anything in my
power to keeps things the
way they are, but i can't
gaurentee anything
because the decisions
aren't all mine to make.
i can't make anyone 
make a decision that 
will keep me okay.

yesterday was so wonderful.
went to the beach in nags head 
the water was FREEZING but we still
got in.
i absolutely love being with him
and falling asleep together <3

i have work tomorrow,
wednesday, and
friday 1-5

FRIDAY I GET MY LICENSE! :-D

I got a job.
at the 
Sports Medicine and Orthopedic Center.
ha yeah.
i get to do office stuff.
im excited yet scared.
but i know ill have good hours 
cuz they open at 9 close at 5 
and no weekends.

I start friday.
wish me luck

yesterday.
it came with all the emotions
anyone could express.
yet it ended the best way
possible.
i didnt ever want him to leave.


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