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i AM the outsider.

- - - beach tomorrow ? sunday? i definately hope so .

wow that was such an
interesting experience.

and it also totally 
made me miss jordan.

i have a bad feeling about soccer. 
but i really do hope it goes well.
soon soccer again will be ruling my life
and summer. 
no more church...
sand soccer is soon im kinda really 
excited about it.

school is coming to a close.
no more tests. no more quizzes
just exams left.

All in all im happy.

we have been through so much
alot of the same or similar things
its weird.
but even when we dont talk or see
each other as much as we like
we still have each other the moment
anything happens.
i love it.
i love my best friend
SHANNON MARIE JAMES
no one could be the same


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theres only one thing to say.
and this can only be Gods doing.
i am so thankful.

and im glad you care
enough to stick around
through it .

so much has been going through my mind today
so much has happened.
i dont know whats right anymore.
im scared.
i dont know what to do.

i hate how i am percieved
by others
there is this preconcieved notion
and its not totally correct.

on even worse news.
soccer is horrible.
lost to portsmouth to get second
in regular season
and today lost to stonebridge to
lose in semis
so no state tournament
no happy coach

im way too competitive
especially when your team isnt.

everything is so confusing and complicated

.but i am glad to know i have one  person always there .