I will be changing my account to a different account as I will be transitioning from a submissive to a slave in 25 and a half hours.

My screen name on my new one is SlaveArastella.... or try Arastella, but I believe it is slave

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Okay, so it's been about 3 days since Vic and I have been back together again. Today is the 6 month anniversary of the day I first asked her out. She'll be here soon, and I'm going crazy. I got her a bunch of awesome stuff for our anniversary and I think she'll LOVE the ultimate gift I got her. It took a major amount of patience because I had ( Read more... )

Feeling......... HOW AM I FEELING??? Goddamn it for having such desires so often. I, for the past week, have been having constant dreams in sleep and in waking, that have been driving my mind into a plane wreck pretty much. Heh.... silly really when ya think about it..... stupid quotes.... thoughts.... dreams.... Beyond Vanilla quotes. Yes, ( Read more... )

Ok, lots and lots of updating for those of you who seem to find a fascination with reading my journal entries. As of February 23rd, I was proposed to by my Mistress/girlfriend. She got down on one knee in front of a beautiful pond with palm trees around U/us, a fountain in the middle and a warm gentle breeze surrounding U/us. She asked the ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like an idiot. Especially when it's coming from someone whom I had thought looked upon me with a brighter vision than that ( Read more... )

Last night I slept fitfully. And I had quite an odd dream indeed. I had a dream that I was at the party at Leon's place, like I was last night. All the same people were there that actually WERE there, plus a bunch more people. The place was really packed. It was EXTREMELY foggy due to over-use of the fog machine, so I couldn't really see much ( Read more... )

So, I haven't written in here in a while and a lot has gone on since UE's last visit. First off, I've been dealing with some really freakish emotions ever since His first visit. He came twice since and the first time, He brought me to a place I'd never before entered. He called it "subspace". He gave me an orgasm and sent me into a place not ( Read more... )

Okay, yesterday was a very interesting day for me. This man named "Uncle Eric" and his submissive, Dee, came to my place. Well, really he and she came to Vic's place, but it's sorta become mine too considering how much I'm there. Anyway, he sat and talked with us for a good while. We discussed many topics of BDSM and how it all works. We were ( Read more... )

Something extremely odd happened tonight. An old... friend... of mine contacted me all of a sudden after a year and 1/2 of not contacting me. I'd thought this person had completely forgotten me. Apparently, I'm not the only one who hasn't forgotten the good times. The weirdest part about this is that only YESTERDAY, numerous thoughts and ( Read more... )