Everything else wasn't going wrong already, so I got the flu. My little sis and I are sitting around sneezing and blowing our noses... yuck. I can't concentrate on anything lately. I can't even call people back, or work on any music. I'm a mess. I keep getting into all these snippy little arguments with everybody ...everything sucks. I haven't ( Read more... )

i'm drained.Yesterday was a day of epic long blood tests, bad news, and well, more bad news. My blood pressure is high, my chest pains are more prominent, and now I'm getting prescribed loads of crap for ....anxiety, Where the fuck did that come from ( Read more... )

my heart is crammed in my cranium and it still knows how to pound

My car is in the shop, I worked on it all week and I got all these damn VW manuals and studied everything in the world having to do with timing belts and I got down with the metrics....etc etc... IT STILL DID NOT WORK! I did everything right, i did it twice, i did it over and over until I was convinced it was perfect and the damn thing won't start ( Read more... )

my car is still dead.
I feel sick.
i'm worried... my stomach hurts.
I guess I shouldn't be worried, though?
I'm just being the lame girlfriend.
I need to get back to fixing the car.
but the phone doesn't ring.
and I'm helpless.
ugh.
everything will be ok
???????????????????????

and because, i wasn't unmotivated enough.... my car died last night at 2am.

I'm in pain ( Read more... )

today is quite awful. It's so damn hot.. I woke up early, and got out and now I just feel nauseas. I miss Jason. I talked to someone I shouldn't have....hmmmm, I'm a mess. I'm just lonely I guess ( Read more... )

I haven't sat at home and watched PBS in so long.... I've been depriving myself ( Read more... )

i was feeding the fish, and one of them jumped up and put it's mouth on my finger....
I am now scared of the fish.
fucking goldfish.
goodnite.