My neck/shoulders/head are in so much pain. I hate aching all over. I'm still not happy, I'm still a big fussy bitch. I feel "big" too.... how fucking lame of me. I just want to punch myself in the face. I hate being unhealthy, and then SAM is on it's way, and that's just going to make things 37times worse. FUCK ( Read more... )

the doctor said that until i go back next week to "not stress"... I'm sorry, but that's not humanly possible. Every little thing is setting me off. Someone called, the caller id didn't work, and they didn't leave a message - that pissed me off. I mean, my normal thinking would go along the lines of, if it's important they'll call back, or eh, i ( Read more... )

that's james iha, but me...i'm broke. i'm sick. it's hot ( Read more... )

it is not a good sign when your doctor keeps nodding his head and squinting with cocern?? I think it was concern. I thought I was just weak because of the heat, or maybe i was having heart burn...i don't know....Ooops ( Read more... )

Es ist hei

It is better to be alone when you are by yourself than when you are with other people.

i'm tired of this.

ROCK AND ROLL!!!

it's hot. I'm cranky. I want to cry. I can't pick up the phone. I can't speak up. Things are okay from everyone's perspective. right? yeah. whatever.
i feel something drastic coming on.

i'm lonely