when im at work i often feel like im babysitting. i hate it. and i hate rude customers. also, a lot of the time they like to cuss at me because i test their systems, its not like theyre special...why would we want to take systems that dont work...or games that are too scratched. we also find a lot of roaches crawling around in the systems, gross. i ( Read more... )

i think that all of us are wandering around in search of true love and we have no idea. and then one day we suddenly stumble upon it. and we wish and wish it would last forever and never end. then just as quickly as it was discovered it would be lost. and so on...probably until the end of time. everything disappears, and nothing can stand the test ( Read more... )

im really sick of these race issues i keep hearing about, am i the only one left who doesnt care about race?

i cut all my hair off
i will have pictures as soon as i feel motivated enough to post them

 drowning in the bottom of the sea.
anything you say.

im really excited to get my hair cut off. im pretty sick of it.
i feel like shit. i feel like noone will ever love me or look at me the way he did again.
fuck.
i just keep replaying every single moment of every single day over and over and over. whenever i go somewhere i remember a time when i was there with him. its like i cant have any fun. and im ( Read more... )

it's called
angst

f.t.s.

staring out your window with your cat for fifteen minutes is possibly the best life experience ever
neighborhood cats are entertaining 
i take great pictures 
i love half days.

What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun
Or fester like a sore-
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over-
Like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

i had pizza for dinner tonight and i didnt realize there was pepperoni on it. how ( Read more... )

you.

what happened today? oh, nothing. i went on pretending.

like nothing mattered. i missed you and saw you in the stairwell.

bumping and avoiding eye contact. i don't like you. remember how great i am at pretending?

it's not real.

don't worry, k?

me.