in march of the winter i turned 17....

being grounded makes me SUPER EMO. i was walking up the stairwell today and i kind of wished i could just jump over the railing, but i didnt. not like i would. my computer is being stupid lately and im pretty sure i'll have to do a system restore...i messed something up ::sigh:: like always. i wonder what ( Read more... )

i'm pretty tired but ive been thinking about posting something that i was thinking about in the car today with someone. it wont leave me alone until i post it.

i think its pretty sad when you love someone but you feel completely alone.

but then i got to thinking is it really love. i have no idea, because it very well could just be time, a long ( Read more... )

happy 3 days late birthday to me!! the big 1 7, i can go see rated R movies now. i did actually, the day after my birthday i went to see the weatherman. it was pretty good, even for nicholas cage. yes, it was good. it had pretty much no plot, and it was about a weatherman and i guess you wouldnt think that that would be good but it was. definitly a ( Read more... )

spreading thin like masons laying clay, holding bricks together. when it's dry they take chisels to it trying to make it even. but the weight compresses and compresses and compresses and compresses and compresses then they finally realize you can only build a wall so high before the weight makes it crumble to pieces. in front of their eyes and ( Read more... )

lined jackets, stuffy red noses, closed toe shoes. ive missed you. we're not ever going to grow apart.

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today after first period i was walking down the hall and realized i hate high school. its  dumb, and all anyone ever talks about is shit. this sucks.

the new deathcab is good. even though it's on VH1 and MTV2 doesnt mean its bad. just listen.

im pretty lonely right now and listening to death cab doesnt make it any better. everyone is at work and my mum and neice are gone and im not sure what to do...besides eat, because im awesome at doing that. all i keep thinking about is the stuff i hate ( Read more... )

im actually pretty suprised that i still remembered what font to write this in, and now that i think back on it it was just summer when i wrote in this. i feel bad for negleting this but...im lazy...and busy. so im thinking back right now to when i first got my lj, i was so excited,  i thought it would be something like a diary but not really. ( Read more... )

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