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Richard Pain
Bits from a song by Jewel called Foolish Games ( Read more... ) -
The shape of my heart.
Some time has passed. On a good note I am walking and I can even jog now. I have hired a personal trainer to help get me back on track and in shape. However, since my last post there has been major turmoil with my youngest father. After canceling the EPO after we went to court for it, I let him work me over and back into my bed after he pulled out ( Read more... ) -
2016
It's been a while since I have written. Quite a few years have escaped me. I found my way back here because my life is needing a place to vent at the moment. I am putting myself through a chain of really big uncomfortable changes in order to evolve and grow. I've been known to hang on to something for far to long. I have that pesky emotional ( Read more... ) -
21 Days to Live
I have been having the most crazy intuitive dreams latley but last night freaked the shit out of me. Maybe its my subcontious fear of dying in childbirth or just dying in general Im not sure but somebody was there in my dream with a compelling voice telling me I had only 21 days left to live. I remember telling myself through out the night to ( Read more... ) -
Why Dont I write more?
So I had all these entrys talking about what I was going through being pregnant with Journey but poor Jewelle, Because I have been so busy with miss thang I havent had time to even start a journal or write in Jewelles baby book for any of this journey. Im now one month away and its just starting to kick in that shes almost here! At this point with ( Read more... ) -
Rain
Your heart is not open so I must go ( Read more... ) -
yeah..
It’s only when I lose myself in someone else ( Read more... ) -
God complexs SUCK
So after researching this condition I know I have, I call the oncall midwife to see if theres anything they can do to help aleaviate the pain. If I can see a specilist to help correct whats out of plce. I was in tears last night after doing a simple croutch on the floor to pick something up. It just didnt feel right. Sharp shooting pains and the ( Read more... ) -
Happy 37 weeks!
I went to my appointment...asked the
