Right, ignore the last two options for a change of name, i've decided to change to learning_to_fly. I'll be changing my email, journal and names on SL and RYL. Think it's about time i get rid of some of the last 3 years so i'm going to delete this journal, and my email and change them both.

Em

Right, i'm down to two options unless anyone has any better ideas/alterations. First idea is 'feeling_fishy' courtesy of Lynne and the second idea is CanaryFish. The whole 'fish' thing comes from my nickname being Fishy and the canary bit is cos i support the Canaries (norwich city football/soccer club)

I want answers before i decide! Em

I'm on my lunch break and have managed to get a computer in the internet cafe thing for once so thought i'd ask all my readers a few questions. This will also check if anyone still reads my journal due to lack of responses in past few weeks!! (thanks for the idea Nonesuch ( Read more... )

I've had a really good day today, it's such an odd feeling!! I got up early at half nine (early for me!) and went to Morrisons with Lynne to do this weeks shopping. I bought some nice stuff as a treat this week cos i felt in need of it! Then we had a stir-fry for lunch which was very nice if i do say so myself!! Then this afternoon, I applied for a ( Read more... )

Hiya, thought i'd update now cos i'm feeling a bit better and i keep getting told i should update when i'm not in a bad mood occasionally so i don't worry you all to much ( Read more... )

I HATE WORKING AT THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. I went in today after working every shift i was supposed to last week and then went in today as well which is pretty unusual but now i feel like shit. Every time i go in to work it leaves me wanting to cut and feeling on the verge of suicidal and that's just wrong ( Read more... )

I LIVE WITH AN IMBECLIE ( Read more... )

Can't think of much to write tongiht, just thought i'd tell all y'all that i'm feeling a bit better today than normal which is an odd feeling!! I'm also thinking about throwing away my blades, hopefully for a bit longer than i normally manage to stay away from them as well!! I think it's what i want to do and how i want to move on at the moment but ( Read more... )

I can feel it happening again, i can feel myself sliding down that slippery slope back to the depression and SI and all of that stuff. Today i cut, not too badly which is good but i don't know why i did it and i didn't even realise i was doing it until i'd done a little. as soon as i realised what i was doing i stopped but even so, i still cut for ( Read more... )

Hmm. i cut on Sunday eve. It wasn't awful but by current standards it was a tad on the nasty side, i cut both of my forearms, not too deep but quite a bit. The problem is, now that i've done exactly what i've been wanting to do for ages, i haven't even vaguely considered cutting ever since. The last 3 days cutting hasn't been an issue in any way, ( Read more... )