Ok, quick update to say that i HATE my grandad. i went home last night just overnight in order to have a christmas meal with my parents and grandparents. Most of it went ok but then at the end right before everyone left, my grandad decided to be a complete bastard and say some stuff which he always used to say when i was a kid. It took me right ( Read more... )

Try and understand this (and if you do, you're doing better than me ( Read more... )

Sorry about the double update, i dunno what happened there ( Read more... )

ok what's going on briefly before my computer crashes yet again? Erm, we need another housemate by the end of Feb, i'm bored by my job and i got a stinking cold ( Read more... )

Ok, now i've got that off my chest!!! um, what's been happening?? well for the first time in ages i actually feel like i have a best friend again. i think between Jon, work and some other stuff, me and Lynne had just drifted apart but we had a LONG chat on Thursday night and then last night was the nicest time i've had in ages. we just sat and ( Read more... )

Yay, i have the internet back at home!! It's doing much for my mental health methinks. although i can only be on for a short while at a time and not very often. but it's better than the last few months ( Read more... )

well, six months ago today i was feeling pretty shit. so much so in fact that i ended up in A&E that night drinking charcoal and feeling a fool. and you know what? right now i wish it had worked. i wish more than anything that i was 6 feet under and not having to live through this shit that passes for my life. i cut on Wednesday and want to again ( Read more... )

Right, just a quick update thing in no particular order. ok well, haven't cut in two weeks but not sure how much longer that'll last for; suicidal thoughts have gone for the moment; still want to kill Ceri; have a stinking cold; getting a migraine; don't want to eat but am making myself some of the time; enjoyed seeing my parents at the weekend, we ( Read more... )

Hey guys, just a quickie cos i've got 15 mins before work finishes and i've done everything i need to. Well how am I? well i had a really good holiday followed by a totally shitty weekend for reasons i won't go into right now but since then i've been feeling more and more crap. i don't think it was just what happened but i can feel the depression ( Read more... )

Me again. I feel ill. My stomach is REALLY sore. i wasn't due on for another week and i started today. i don't think it's ever been this painful before. i'm going all hot and cold with it and just feel generally very urgy. I want hot tea, sympathy and cuddles please.