Omg I played emo game it was fun but they were bashing alot of really good bands like simple plan and they really are soo emo. So I was like what! And there were alot of bands I didnt know. It was fun anyways..My mom is still being mean to me she took away my ipod and i had to live without my simple plan for like 1 week! So I cut myself cuz I ( Read more... )

Omg. I feel soooo bad! I want to cut soooo badly but I can cuz my mom noticed my arm and I told her the cat scratched me and I dunno if she believed me or not! My life is soo bad especially when I cant cut cause it relieves so much tension and makes me feel so good...Ive been listening to taking back sunday I relly like them. I feel like dying..

you should all check out my poetry journal its cut_blood_tears

now im even worse. thanx alot! omg everyone is being soo mean to me! I just want some freinds! I dont have any! this really makes me want to cut I never did anything to any of yall. and yall have to come and cuss me out and tell me to kill myself. i already want to! maybe i SHOULD just go jump off a bridge and make you all happy!

i was better than i've been in a long time. i felt really loved because i joined all these communities and realized i wasnt alone. see. and i figured out how to use the computer to play my cds. yay! so i was listening to something curupt, their song Constantine. and it made me really sad. it's like its about me. you know? and even though nothing ( Read more... )

MY CD PLAYER BROKE! DAMN IT! DAMN MY LIFE! I wanted to run and cut, but I couldn't move, I was soooooo sad. I just laid there crying and crying. But then I remembered, I was reading this book, Girl Interupted, (I am researching insane people because I think I am going crazy). It's an old book so not everybody cut, instead they did other stuff, ( Read more... )

o mi gosh someone just kill me right now! i was sitting here listening to the simple plan song again and i just started crying because i feel exactly the same! i just wish that my mom would stop bugging me and let me go to the thrift store so i can buy shirts to hide my scars. LIFE SUCKS!!!! I HATE LIFE!!!! EVERYTHING IS AWFUL! my favorite shirt ( Read more... )

Omg I can relate to this song soo much ( Read more... )

I got a new Lj cause I needed a new name. I feel really sad and I cut myself again I was so mad cause my mom wouldnt let me go to goodwill to get a simple plan shirt that I saw there. so now I have to wear long sleeves all the time. I hate my life..