i was flipping channels and passed south park and the only two words were "ass, dude!"

ah yes.
getting high really does make everything better, doesn't it? :)

I tried to write a sentence about how I'm thankful to have my weed and it became way too long-winded and rambly.

I will tell you all in much simpler terms that I care for my weed very much.

Uhhh...I forgot why I was updating before. :D

god, i'm so thankful for my weed.
i just don't know how to relax at ALL anymore. :(

plz just say something to me.

okay hurrah now it's the time of night to get fucked up and do boring stupid stuff until i pass out in a few hours (mean when it's almost light out. grr.)
except now i have AMBIEN (mmm) so maybe i'll get to have fun AND sleep.

mmmm i am soooo stoned. :D

i love my friends who share their pills.

i moved my tv back into my room.

not for the reasons you'd suspect.

it's my fucking last ditch effort at getting to sleep before daylight.
i can't keep having nights like this, it's emotionally and physically distressing and it shows.

dammit.

FUCK EVERYONE IN THIS GODDAMN HOUSE.
PLEASE, STOMP AROUND SOME MORE AND YELL WHILE I AM SLEEPING, IT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY AND IT DOESN'T MAKE ME WANT TO BASH YOUR HEAD IN WITH A SHOVEL AT ALL.