Like I have stated before in earlier entries I primarily use MySpace to post all of my last stories and thoughts and I really enjoy it. But since i'm here a few things have happened... Zach and I have been up and down as usual and actually we went to Florida just about 2 weeks ago now and then when we got back we broke up and now I think we are ( Read more... )

I didn't turn on my phone today until a little after noon... I didn't want to talk to any one becasue I had no clue what to say.. especially to zach because I really have no clue what the fate of our relationship is yet... I want to be with him but ya know he really has pushed my limits.. he's been hiding and lying about smoking for a while and ( Read more... )

Today was Sean's graduation party.. which I knew ahead of time so I took off work to spend the day and night with Zach... We head up to the party earlier than we thought and we had some beers, alot of beers, food it was a good time ( Read more... )

So since i signed up with myspace i haven't been as faithfull to my livejournal as I use to be.. actually I forget I have it after a while ( Read more... )

Last night I went up to Mitch's for a party for a friend of zach's who came back to the states... We got there had some beers were having a good time then we decided to go wheeling.. there were 4 of us and rocky sitting in the front of mitch's truck.. it was crazy.. so then we all got out and hung out in the middle of the woods and talked.. then ( Read more... )

How come everytime i say call me I want to go out tonight.. I get no phone call? Last night I really just wanted to go out.. didn't care where just wanted to go.. so i TXT zach becasue I found out through Matt K that he was at Orange Street.. Thanx.. so then He finally reponds didn't have phone? okay... but yet your txting me now? whatever... so ( Read more... )

WHy every time when Zach just goes out does it hurt? Today he went out with his friends.. of course i didn't know where he was going until about 10 minutes ago.. I dunon... I hate just sitting here while he's out having fun... i still don't trust him.. everytime he goes out with his friends they all smoke so i'm sure he is.. maybe thats why i hate ( Read more... )

Why when you and your boyfriend or vise versa have problems all you see when walking down a hallway or in the mall are happy couples laughing, giggling, flirting, being in love when your hurting ( Read more... )

Zach and I started off good but now he's back to not calling or calling whenver he feels like it... thursday night was our anniversary.. yeah he didn't call.. his excuse.. "i didn't have my phone" well he was at ERic and Krystals and which i know they have a home phone that they would let him use.. he just didn't want ot call.. Budlight was more ( Read more... )

Today i left my math tutor and went to class to take a quiz.. when i got the quiz my mind went blank.. I know i KNOW how to do it but i didn't know anymore.. I hate that feeling.. I need to atleast get a C! :( And i hate that i want an A