i cant stand by family.
sometimes i wonder how some people get lucky and some people get so fucked over its truely amazing.
i dont kno where i went so wrong, but i did somewhere.
im not asking for the perfect life, but an ok one would be nice.
i miss my dad more and more each day.
i hate my stepdad
i wish i could have somewhat of a "normal" life.

im so stuck.
i will feel guilty with ne decision i make.
im only 17 and sometimes i think i forget that.

i hate this. i hate crying. i hate being upset. life is way to short for this, but i cant help it, when it comes to my heart and my feelings im so weak, and i get hurt so easily ( Read more... )

i sent my damn digital camera in over a month ago, to get fixed, and i still dont have it back, i call, n i get put on hold for 2034892303453 minutes. im pissed.

im such a jealous person its sick.
someone can do sooo much for me.
and ONE FUCKING LITTLE THING, is causingme so much hatred towards them.
i dont kno how to let the little shit go.
but it bothers me a lot.
i dont kno what my deal is.
i hate it but its like i cant help it

im such a jealous person its sick.
someone can do sooo much for me.
and ONE FUCKING LITTLE THING, is causingme so much hatred towards them.
i dont kno how to let the little shit go.
but it bothers me a lot.
i dont kno what my deal is.
i hate it but its like i cant help it

so i havent updated in a while.
i feel like my lifeis super busy
this hole being on executive council for studen council is kicking my butt. i've been so involved its sick.
homecomming comming up, so i'd appreciate if you would vote for me, and get ur friends to too:):)
my boyfriend is wonderful

i finally sent my digital camera back, after being broke for over a month or two. so new pictures soon.

i hate when people act different around certain people.
i hate how im so damn insecure.

so im broke ( Read more... )