so i guess that lisa thaqi girl isnt all that bad ;)
haha she's pretty fuckin awesome.
and everyone does need a little help from time to time:)
and i reallly really dont wanna go towork.

my boyfriend is amazing.

ahh i always let stupid shit bother me, or ruin my mood.
i cant help it tho, because my mind never shuts off, it never stops thinking, it cant just chill out. i always think theres some evil modive behind everything people do. and there prolly is, but why cant i ignore it.
there's always some obstacle in like EVERYTHING we do.
ahhhh

sometimes. well yea a lot. i wish i would die.

i got a car today.
and its no bmw.
but im proud of it, because its mine, i dont have to share anymore, and i bought it myself, have it in my name, insurance in my name.
so its a big accomplishment for me.

i hate fake people. i hate fake people. i hate fake people. i hate fake people. i hate fake people. i hate fake people. i hate fake people X4329048320394820.

yesterday i worked at the rink. went by really slloww
then i went to heathers, stayed the night, had a blast.
greg came over for a little, and i think we're fighting, and i hate fighting.
so i dunno where we stand right now.
today i think i was suppose to go to gregs, cuz his family is commin over, dont think thats gunna happen.
i also work at 7.

ahh my phone is working.
i dunno so weird. at like 1:30 am last night. but im happy:)
worked today, long ass day
then my wonderful boyfriend came over.
work tomorrow in the morning,and that'd drag by cuz its with shirley, uckkk
then heathers tomorrow night i do believe

today was deffanly not agood day ( Read more... )

what is wrong with me?