so uh tonight didnt go as orginally planned but its cool man. it rained so how could we go to the fireworks neways?
greg has the key to the rink, so greg, miranda, joe, tom and all went in and ice skated n shit, and it was a lot of fun.
then greg n i went back to his house and watched coach carter n shit.
yeaup he's amazing.

so its fourth of july.
gregs mad at me, lovely.
im being forced to go to rons side of the family shit. there only staying for an hour, whats the point of me even going?
STUPID
i wanna go to the freedom hill fireworks.
we'll see.

so im officially ungrounded ( Read more... )

im crying ( Read more... )

im so frusterated, i have no one to talk to anything about.
im keeping so much shit bottled up inside, that i make myself sick.
i wish someone would fucking listen and actually care.

so i have this eye disease, that like really really old people get. andmakes you go blind, its been fine for a while, and all the sudden the spots r really bad again, and im scared as fuck, bc going blind is my worst fear in the world. its my left eye and its horrible. so im takin gmy eye vitamins like crazy, and im going to get new contacts today ( Read more... )

are you serious?
now i kno why i stopped trusting people.

this entry has already gone into thenext day, but today/yesterday, we picked greg up from the airportt:):)
then i spent the hole day with him.
me him and miranda went out to eatt!
n we got ice cream
n i dunnoo
then we were together for a few more hours
and heee's amazinggg
and now im home and i needa go to bed bc i work in the morning.
goodnight :

( fireworks! )

god. i wanna fucking leave.