I'm fuckin bored, and wish I had some drugs ( Read more... )

Do you ever reach a point where you can't decide which would be easier/better, to just end the nonsense or continue a journey? Do you ever sit and wonder to yourself, why do you continue to try and yet you still don't get anywhere. I don't know whats wrong with me today, but today is that day where I feel like just ending all the shit. I don't even ( Read more... )

People are really getting on my last fucking nerve. I'm sick of group. I don't think I'm going to go anymore. It's a waste of my time and effort. My head is screaming and throbbing like a fucking bitch. I'm so annoyed right now I can't even stand myself. I'm getting completley frustrated with my life and the way it's going. I can't stand it. I ( Read more... )

So, who is going to Regge Fest? Oh yeah, looks like I am. Nothing but tastey drugs and lovley hippie music! Thats what I call a good time. I can't wait. Not sure about the exact date yet, but it's in the end of May I do believe.

So today kinda sucked. Well the beginning of it did. I've been in a horrible mood. Cas came over after school and we ( Read more... )

I woke up today and felt like it was going to be a good day. For the most part it was. After school Casi came right over, and I took her shopping. I spent $100.00 on her. Well, I did buy some shoes, and film, food, and blanks. So not the whole $100.00 was her. But I had a blast doing it. She got some of the cutest clothes, and it was alot of fun, ( Read more... )

My weekend was spent ( Read more... )

I see the eyes of an angel glisten in the moonlight, I see her golden smile as I say something witty and charming, I listen carfully to the whispers of her precious voice in the wind, I beg for the attention from my dream girl. I watch her hands as they move, waiting for a chance to touch the silk like skin of her touch. With every glance I see, I ( Read more... )

So she wants new, and I want her. I feel like I'm never going to win this game. I feel like these tears never stop. I don't know anything. I feel so unsecure, I feel so stupid. Like today, The moment seemed perfect, yet I never felt so judged. Maybe not by her, or anyone, I just felt like what I was doing, was making her laugh on the inside. I felt ( Read more... )

Everything I feel in within my song....so why tell you. Listen to it. I don't even think I could explain how I feel anymore. It hurts, alot.

Taking Back Sunday
"Cute without the "e". (cut from the team)"

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
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Full of anger and dispite. Full of tears and sadness. Full of mixed feelings and a dose of confusion all mixed in at once. That can make a person crazy. I have been lied to repeatedly, and its getting to a point where I just want to scream in my pillow's and cry for help hoping someone will come. But no one holds me close, no one "loves" my ( Read more... )