There comes a time where a person must choose between the present and the future. and it's difficult to weigh out the pros and cons of leaving everything i have ever known, for something that i think might work...I'm not sure. I just wish that i would find something that will help me in my choice. But, in the end, the only way I'm going to find out ( Read more... )

wow, its been a really long time since ive updated and a lot of shit has happened since november. I went snowboarding the week of christmas, lance broke his arm while we were there. Then on december 30th, i got arrested. that was gay. and then yesterday, i was in a car accident and totaled my truck. what next?......

I'm so angry right now, angry at the world, my parents, myself. I got dropped from 2 out of 4 of my classes, it's my own fault. I should have seen it coming. I'm just so pissed at the fact that my mom doesnt understand my point of view. I mean I know I fucked it all up, I'm the one who didn't go to class, not her. But the fact that she will sit ( Read more... )

A Prelude To An Emo Mind......There is a girl who I adore, I like her so much. She has an amazing personality and I could talk to her for hours. As much as I wanted to tell her how I feel the last time I saw her, yet I never got my nerve. There are only a few girls out there that I can talk to about anything, now there is one less in my life. I ( Read more... )

...el corazon was poisoned tonight...

I now am the proud owner of a myspace, which can be seen here. So add me, my user name is "Its K-Dizzle mother fuckers!"

i stand outside my pretty house ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i have updated, almost a month. a lot has happened, i lost my left testicle in a freak pogo stick accident.......well not really, but you can imagine what it would be like if i did right... it would be nice to have someone to share the upcoming holidays with....but alas, i ask for too much i think.....maybe

i feel strange, although I'm happy, i just feel so alone on the inside. i feel like there isnt anyone out there for me, and if i have already met them, then i blew my chance. i really have no clue what i am thinking about right now. i feel like i have matured since high school (which was a long 5 months ago...) yet i still feel like the me from ( Read more... )

For one of the first times in a long while, i feel good. im happy with a lot of the things in my life, minus girls, but that may change. Plus ive lost 25 pounds in the last 3 months.....wow, i sound like a girl.