i had fun tonight.....did you?

everythings really bland right now.

im so fed up with this bullshit

itsd my birthday in 2 hours and 45 min, and then i hit the big 1-8, feel free to shower me with sex and gifts, preferrably sex for all you cute girls out there

i dont know what to say right now. im so pissed off but i cant express it. all i can say is fuck you, fuck you, your cool, and finally fuck you....

i want to be in a band......really bad

im not sure what im going to say in this installment of my emo journal. im just so confused about what im going to do, i have no car, yet i need to get to school across town and to work as well. yet i have some money but, according to my parents, it wont work out. o well, ill figure it out......maybe

dear you,

i like you and i think you are an amazing person. i just wish i could say this in person..

dont you wanna know who im talking about.....

this summer has been many things, I spent a lot of time with my friends, and also learned that I am stuck between my self-worth and being with my friends. it seems that I am frequently put into a position where, they have fun at my expense and i am forced to just let it go, but i am sick of being cut down, yet the moment i try to put it back on ( Read more... )

Even if i knew what to say right now, i wouldn't know where to start. As much as i hate how things are going, i admit, sometimes i do have fun, so i cant say tha i am always unhappy. but i can tell you that i am sorry for grouping you all into a category that i shouldnt have.thats all i want to write for now, because i dont want to offend anyone or ( Read more... )