My life sucks so bad right now (I didn't want to start it that way but i couldn't think of anything else) I'm sick of feeling so inadequate around everyone. They make me feel like shit and the don't treat me like everyone else. I'm sick of being the odd man out. I'm sick of not being noticed by the people who I want to notice me. I hate having the ( Read more... )

Girls don't like me.....can you say EMO? but it's ok, because I'm too good for you anyway.

I wanted to write this last night but it froze and I was too tired to do so...it really is probably going to be a lot of shit and some may not want to read it....then don't, but here it goes anyway.....Fuck friends, well at least the "friends" I have, they blame me for mostly everything and think its hilarious, treat me like shit, constantly make ( Read more... )

I feel myself losing touch with a lot of people who I haven't seen in a while. I just don't see that many people anymore....I miss a lot of people from school...if you want to hang out let me know bcause I am bored.

so much on my mind right now...work is going to get better soon, i want to be a supervisor, it's in my mind permanently. Girls....no luck yet. family, downhill.....yet everything is somewhat ok right now, other than i blew my moms car up while my parents were out of town....i didnt blow it up per say, but the battery exploded. so now guess who is ( Read more... )

A lot of stuff on my mind, warped was this week, i met chand from nfg, that was awesome, i also got the worst sunburn of my life, and then i got fucking sick too, which sucks and i stil kinda am sick.....i miss this one person who is out of town but you cant know. i'll will write more later

blink was so fucking sick, o holy shit you should have been there.......cough...matt....cough. Travis did his drum solo on the lawn, he fucking was on this platform that came up from the ground when he was playing...it was so sick. i got a ton of stuff too.....except when i tried to get my camera in, i had it in my pants between my belt and my ( Read more... )

time for an update on my life in case you care. work f\ucking sucks because i have a whopping 24 hours in the next two weeks, which, at my marvelous $6.25 an hour, gives me absolutely no money for anything, and i need college money. family is slowly getting better, but then again, i cant stand asnything at all now, nothing is fun, and just about ( Read more... )

ok, well, lets see here, a few things on my mind. a person, who i wont say, is really starting to piss me off, and im not so sure that i should be mad because i dont know why they are like this. i mean....fuck i dont know, im just filled with disgust and you have no right at all to talk about me when i just met you 6 months ago and you know nothing ( Read more... )

I can't really put what I am feeling into words, it's all just bundled up in one big mess that i can't fix. I mean, family, friends, work, its all just so fucking pointless. I have honestly not figured out why I am doing all of this shit. why do I need to put myself through hell. I just wish that everything would just be easy for me, nothing i do ( Read more... )