You're hiding something cuz it's burning through your eyes ( Read more... )

I have some pictures from our camping trip that ryan, david, larry, chris, and myself went on during spring break, check them out.( Read more... )

dead calm. cut the tension with the blade. this facade is cracking. showing my tru colors to the world. use this blade on my skin. this knife cuts so deep. your words become arrows. piercing my skull...the cloak is gone. I'm sick of this mask, the mask that I wear to hide my face, hide it from the world, the world that never knew, knew how I ( Read more... )

I can't really explain my feelings right now. It's really tough to even think of them. All I can say is that I know I don't fit in with any of the seniors at my school. I just feel so inferior when I am around them......can anyone explain why I feel this way.

I wish I could look back at my old journal and read what I had written....but alas, it was suspended for some reason. I intend on bringing it back and letting you read about how I have attempted to grow up over the past year. If you have known me for the last year or longer, please post your thoughts on whether or not I have grown up, stayed the ( Read more... )

The edge is near.......help me......fuck this place.

This weekend was interesting, Friday I went to Katie's party, it was fun. Thre I left and im not sure what happened between 12 and 3 but I ended up outside of Las Brisas. I went home, then I had to work in Scottsdale at 8 but I had to get up at 6 so I could get down their a show Jessica how to get there. Well, my truck breaks down halfway there, ( Read more... )

I can't really say this in any particular way....everyday, people push me closer. Especially in my english class. I can't help thinking that there is no other way around it. LaDuca just keeps making me more and more depressed. I know that I'm not the "model" student, yet I can't help but feel that she is singling me out over everyone. I can't even ( Read more... )

It's strange how all of my depressing entries get comments yet the ones where I say I had fun don't. anywho....onto business ( Read more... )

Well here it is, the moment you have all been waiting for......my hair. I got some pictures of the before and after, post whatever you want about it.....it will be fun.
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