I had fun last night, went to desert ridge and watched It's Like Love play. Hung out with some people I haven't seen in a while and some other people that I rarely see outside of school. It was a ton of fun. I also cut my hair yesterday, It's a lot shorter than I had it and I should have a picture of the before and after in case you care......Im ( Read more... )

Today sucks, I hate everything, I just feel so inadequate around everyone. I hate this feeling. The one where I don't fit in. There's no place out there for me, as well as no one. Then again, tomorrow will most likely be another mood. It mainly varies day to day. Those days when I feel good about myself are awesome. And then it all comes down and ( Read more... )

I have so much on my mind right now, I feel like I am going to explode. I can't figure out why I am so unhappy with myself. I think that it has a lot to do with the fact that I care too much about what people think. I know that there is a solution, stop worrying about it, yet that is easier said than done. It just kills me to see the way that I ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I have updated this damn thing. I haven't done all that much, I've just been hanging out and working. I'm still lost and confused about everyth9ing. but then again, what's new? I hate ms laduca more than anything in the world. she's such a bitch and I hope she gets hit by a semi-truck carrying a bunch of Weight ( Read more... )

Last night was my senior prom, one of the last big events before graduation. I went with Katie, david, che, carissa, courtney, caroline, and jon. It was fun, we went to Papa Deaux's and had some fucking good food. we ended up getting to the science center around 9:30, stayed until about 11:30, got our pictures taken and then had the limo driver, ( Read more... )

there's this girl, and she seems so hazy, it's tough when neither of us come clean and describe the feelings, it's real hard. personally, i think it could develop, if it was given a chance, but it can;t really start without a date right.....well maybe its time for one.....what do you think?

so i guess prom is on for me, now that i think about it, it should be fun. although i'm going solo, hey hey ladies! riiiight...well, the girl i wanted o go with said she didnt know if she was going.... :( ..My parents said they are going to pay for all my prom expenses, so i figured i would go and milk it for all its worth, i mean, free limo, tux ( Read more... )

i think prom is going to be a big negative this year, as in my last year of high school, as much as i want to go, snagging a date has been the hardest thing, even harder than meeting girls. and these are girls i already know. Im kinda upset about it. but then agian, its just a fucking high school prom, i mean no big deal right....? let's hope so. i ( Read more... )

last night was soooo much fun, drank a little, smoked a little, you know how it is...I was at sam's house, there were a lot of people there, eric ryan ended up coming over, che and david and jon were there. lance was there for a while, i had so much fun, we just hung out until about 6 when i drove zach home and sam and i went to watch the sunrise, ( Read more... )

o snap, i think i caused a problem, and i feel sooooo bad about it, so im sad, im sarry to everyone involved.