"Freedom"

No longer am I a slave for my feelings

I've finally been set free

For many years I have not had a choice

every now and then I had a brake

now I truly get a chance to work on who I am

rather than who I should turn myself into for someone else

no longer am I rush to get rid of my petty anger of the past

for rushing that would mean Id ( Read more... )

Im slowly reaching out for you ( Read more... )

There once was a boy
and he never used people like a toy

he knew this girl
who made is stomach twirl

but he wasn’t sure if he was ready
so for now he’s going to take it steady

but he is afraid, he just might miss
that wonderful first kiss

it’s not like he wants more
he just doesn’t wish to become sore

friends or not they become
but at least they ( Read more... )

I breathed for you
In hopes that you’d live

I fought my first true battle against death
and I tried my hardest...

I thought that I was only going to watch a simple procedure
but events un-known to me came to be

Someone’s heart had stopped beating
their life was draining away with each passing second

I made my way to the head of the bed
not stepping ( Read more... )

Well, Valentines was a good day for me... hm.. I don’t see that to often these days.. But yeah is was a good day... It’s the first time in a few years that I have been single and it wasn’t all that bad.. And I didn’t seem to miss Michelle.... I ended up giving people brownies that are the shape of hearts... Snowboarding was awesome... I was doing ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! It has been a while, and Cory asked me to update my LJ... Well, My grandma has completed her chemo and radiation therapy. Her last cat scan showed that the cancerous tumor she had is only scar tissue. Our family is relived at this news. The Tumor that she had was lining her trachea with in her chest. The tumor was growing is size, ( Read more... )

Hey people, I start working at Meijer tonight! I’m going to sleep for the rest of today, so please don’t give me a call. I’m working 3rd shift from 11:45pm-8:15am. When I’m working please do not call me between 9am-6pm. I’m going to be working 40hrs a week, this doesn’t mean I’m going to completely disappear. I should be available between 6pm-11: ( Read more... )

Hey guys, I ran the Ludington Lakestride ½ Marathon on Saturday. I finished my 13.2 mile run with the time of 1:42:53. Over all I got 110th place out of 429 people; just in males I got 90th; and 9th in my age group. This was a different experience for me, I remember getting past by old guys and some girls both around my age and older. So yeah, if ( Read more... )

Well, today is my last day of rest. I’m going to be running a ½ marathon tomorrow. That is roughly 13 miles. I’ve been slacking off with my training, so this is going to be quite interesting, I’m going to die... I’ll see you guys later.

Hello, I would like to let everyone know that I’m planing on having the Kayaking/camping trip in July. I would like to know what weekend would work out best for everyone. I’m thinking that the trip should either take place either the first or second weekend of July. I would prefer to have it on a Friday-Saturday or Saturday-Sunday. So the dates for ( Read more... )