Now that I've lost you, it kills me to say (hurts to say) I've tried to hold on as you've slowly slipped away. I'm losing the fight. I treated you so wrong now let me make it right.
Come back to me, its almost easy. Come back again, its almost easy.
I just got back from midnight mass with my mother and I really need to get this out. I'm sorry if it offends anyone, that is not my intention. But this is my journal, so if you don't like it, don't continue reading it. ( Christmas )
Is it just me, or does anyone else feel like life is just one big space of time to be filled with distractions until we're dead and can stop being either constantly busy or feeling useless?
WOULD IT REALLY BE SO TERRIBLE FOR ME TO FALL ASLEEP AT NIGHT RATHER THAN EARLY HOURS OF THE MORNING? I haven't fallen asleep before 10am in 3 days. I haven't fallen asleep before 4am in about a month. Call me Hedwig, because I guess I've gone nocturnal.
Yeah, so it's probably not going to happen by the end of the month, but It's still going to happen. 50,000 words, and given my state of procrastination and finals coming up, I give myself until Christmas. *nods* mmhmm