That time of year again, the week of Thanksgiving. The fear I felt was tangible on Sunday and Monday, but I will be seeing onee-san and life will be good because I am seeing her, and learning from her, and being reminded that it is possible to trust and adore another human being like family. What is more, I shall be safe and away from home for the ( Read more... )

This noise that goes on and on and on and on. That burrows into the very most inner sanctum of your ear and shatters every drum in it's path. Tear flesh and rend bone, and turn green to red. I'm so very upset.
I promised not to tell, I can't tell, I want to tell, I want it to go away, I want someone to help me, I didn't want this, I don't know why ( Read more... )

School is back, and I just made it. This meant refreshing the registration page every ten or so minutes with my class selections, since they were closed classes, and emailing the teachers, but I did it. The classes? In order, starting at eight in the morning, Ethics, Psychology II, Child Development, and Introduction to Literature. So, all writing- ( Read more... )

Another week, another attempt at writing. I haven't really spoken to anyone recently, other then T.S.J, and I can't talk to him anymore due to he doing something stupid. Very, very stupid, and me biting him for it; this goes on to include, consequently, his parents seeing the mark and being extremely displeased with me. Proof of my rather odd view ( Read more... )

It's more then just a little childish, but I've always taken a deep satisfaction from Poke'mon. Capturing, training, coming up with little stories in my head and the repetition and pattern of the games. Extremely enjoyable and something worth many smiles. Just the handheld ones, these games. (Red, Yellow, Gold, Crystal, Ruby, LeafGreen.) It's ( Read more... )

I was going to start with my week...but my love for ka-san made the week trail off. A metaphorically suicidal week for us both? She isn't doing well, and people are hurting her all of the time and I'm no where near enough to stop them. Not that I would be allowed to, as ka-san is proud and it is not my place to meddle. She wants to be understood ( Read more... )

I had a wondrous week (sandwiched), so it's most definitely worth reporting upon. I met two new lovely people, as confusing and as...wordy...as they sometimes may be. Nana is really nice and I like her style and taste. She knows what she's doing, and seems pretty, as they call it, chill. And anyone onee-san can live with is awesome. This is just a ( Read more... )

I'm sort of happy right now, I suppose. I get to see onee-san sometime soon, and the game a friend has invited me to will be starting every Monday, this following week. So I'll see people at least semi-frequently. I need to look more into summer classes and if not, see about walking into Monument for a job every day.
I may, perhaps when fall arives ( Read more... )

I have two days till class starts, and I still can't get my parents to move. I really don't like the idea of missing a semester. I guess I ran out of tricks and appeals that work?
Lately I've been gathering up old papers and artwork from various levels of school, and boxing them up organized by date. An odd move, but it's for my mother. She ( Read more... )

It's been a while, my dear journal. I haven't done much work on Mi'Tu Tan'Lu lately, with time constraints and all. I've also finished that fantastically awesome Interpersonal Communications class. My options? I discovered my intelligent and rather stressed ka-san happens to be a part of this community. I believe I knew before, but I was quite ( Read more... )