Just when you think it's gone for good, it rears its ugly head once more.

No wonder some people prefer to call it VD.

Happy Wednesday!

So I'm sifting through handouts and notes and an overly complex study guide for a test in my world politics class that I know shouldn't be all that hard but that I'm worrying about anyway. I've consumed an entire rockstar (which for me is like popping aderol), and am alternatively focusing intensely on homework, darting my eyes around the room, or ( Read more... )

I should be doing a lot of things right now besides posting in my livejournal. Which is why I'm posting. I'm having so much trouble lately focusing on what I should be focusing on. I'm waiting until the last minute to get things done and now I have to run around everywhere and type a bunch of shit so hopefully I can get this scholarship to study ( Read more... )

Ultimato is having a prom. Like...prom, with formal dresses and dates and bad music and portraits! I'm going with my ex-boyfriend because I was dumb and broke up with him the weekend before, even though I told him I'd go with him (yeah, I know). I need to go dress shopping. This is bizarre.

This is like high school but BETTER and with MORE

To the people who live in Albuquerque but rag on it all the freakin time:

You've never lived in Oklahoma.

It's not all bad. I'm just missing things here.

The snow stopped falling and the wind stopped blowing and three of us ran outside to be in it. We fell in it, ran though it, slid on it. The three of us, pretending to be explorers on the Russian tundra. Something about snow makes people crazy ( Read more... )

I think I'm starting to get it. Slowly.

I got scared. I got scared and ran away. Literally, I just left. Neither of us is on the same page, but we don't have the words or the courage to say what page that is. I don't think I know what I want. I don't think I can live up to what he wants. I think I'm going to break his heart, whatever I do, and last night I saw just a little bit of ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have days where one big thing in particular weighs down on me, keeps coming into my mind. Today, it is death ( Read more... )

About four months to be exact. I guess I just gave up on posting in this thing. Almost like I forgot about it, or maybe I just haven't seen the point. I have a bit of time with nothing to do and remembered this thing ( Read more... )