For the first time in a while I feel like my real self... it feels good....

54 cover letters written. I literally am feeling a surge of energy that I have never felt before and it is amazing. Let's keep watching folks!

I am on cover letter number 23. I have buckled down and I am very goal oriented. Probably due to the fact that my year is going to begin in 2 days. What does that mean? It means Chinese New Year is approaching and it is the year of the Rabbit. Therefore I plan on it being a very good year. Now really I know people don't take much stock in astrology ( Read more... )

I have developed my goals, imagined my future and slowly but surely I am going to work towards what I want. Right now I applied for credit so that's a step toward trying to get an apartment. I am working and saving money towards getting a car. I am planning on applying to a lot of jobs this weekend too. So hopefully something will happen. Let's ( Read more... )

I firmly resolve today to start living. I have been in such a rut recently I am not sure what or who I believe in anymore. O.o This job search has put me in such a deep dark hole of depression that I have become unsure of who I am and all of my beliefs. Its also hard to do without a car too. That sucks as well ( Read more... )

You'd hope that the people that loved you and birthed you would accept you but the reality is, is that they don't. My mother thinks I am living in la la land by looking for internships in non-profit organizations. It like what I want to do is unrealistic. Why is it so bad that I want to do good in this world and leave an Eleanor like legacy behind ( Read more... )

Life ( Read more... )

I've changed dramatically since graduating college and I am still changing. I am always trying to improve myself and my character. I work towards being a more loving, patient, outgoing, adventurous person. I feel more enlightened. I need to get out of Macy's and I am working towards that. I need to work harder but comfort keeps me from my full ( Read more... )

So LJ hasn't deleted my account like I requested so I am going to use it to rant ( Read more... )

Im thinking bout deleting LJ. Noone seems to update anymore and all I get is a bunch of twilight movie updates. If you wanna continue to follow me, Follow me on my political blog www.politicsbabypolitics.blogspot.com ( Read more... )