SO I was up at 6am in the morning. Why do you ask? I was up at 6 am in the morning taking a shower because I thought I was going to NYC this weekend. NOT! Due to snow in the upper north states and 60 Mph winds in Winchester I will not be going to my most favorite place in the world. *tears ( Read more... )

So Micah and I had a talk today. I discovered that I really don't love Micah but I still really care about him. It has been a build up. I started focusing too much on him when I need to focus on myself for a while. I guess I am having problems that normal Seniors have and Dr.PG really hit it on the nose yesterday when he was talking about the study ( Read more... )

I had a lot of fun last night. OF course alcohol is the reason that I was able to be loose and had fun but Gosh damn it I had fun. I have come to the conclusion which I have several times that I need a change. I need a change in personality, what I do, and where I am. I see myself being someone and I always start to work towards that goal but I ( Read more... )

Snow day= good time to blog. I don't know what to say about this semester. It has been so different then the others! Its been emotionally turning in good and bad ways. I have been kind of working on a resume and I have a few internships that I am applying for and still looking. Woo snow day = party= alcohol. So woot!

I can't sleep so I will post again. Its 4 am and what am I doing. Thinking. I won't say about what but its what I have been thinking about. Someone answer this. There are two weeks in May where Micah has nothing but hasn't really mentioned it. Don't you think that if a boyfriend ( Read more... )

For once in my life I wish I was no where else instead of SU. Well...no...thats a lie. If I had money I would fly to my private island and stay there for a month. But SU is the next best thing. Where I will sit in my dormroom and do nothing. At this point I don't want classes to start. I just need a day to hide or something. Curl up in my bed and ( Read more... )

Life sucks right now. I mean nothing in my normal day routine has triggered this suckyness. I am just depressed. I have been having meltdowns and anxiety attacks since Sunday. I am generally a strong, laid-back, riding withe the top down girl but right now I'm not. I am concerned about the future. I am terrified of it actually. I ( Read more... )

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO IN THE FUTURE!

Le sigh...I want to do too many things I don't know what to do! HELPPPPPPPP!

I don't really know what to do anymore. I am broke offically after this semester so Grad school and Ph.d are out for a while. I really don't have a good resume. I mean its decent so Idk. I just don't know what to do. I know what I want to do but I can't do it at this moment due to financial means and I am not taking loans out because I don't want ( Read more... )

It is New Years Eve. I realize as 2010 is upon that as the saying goes "time really does fly". It was only a few short years ago that we were graduating from O'Connell and heading off to college. Now within less then a year some of us here on Livejournal will be graduating. This time we should be allowed to throw our mortarboards high in the sky ( Read more... )