3 days til Christmas. I had a good weekend with Micah. He met the parents and thought they were cool. He criticized me a little bit about my family's drinking but I told him that he couldn't do that because of his life style. My back hurts from falling on ice but its healing. Overall my week so far has been lounging and healing and I can't ( Read more... )

I am home. Well yes I am but I have been spending my days at Macy's so I haven't really been home. Its nice though I planned it that way so I wouldn't have to deal with my mother a whole lot ( Read more... )

All men are the same.....assholes....

I fail at life. I find myself at 22 almost ready to graduate from college and I find nothing that I can be proud of. Sure people can go on telling me hey you graduated high school, you survived death blah blah blah and consider those accomplishments but in truth I don't find that to be something to be proud of. I find it to be a means of survival. ( Read more... )

Man this weekend is never happening again. The End its over. Friday was okay. Saturday was okay expect for the awkwardness that was happening all around me with the friends that I was sitting at the football game. Saturday night was fun til I drank so much I puked. 4 shots of vodka and a straight shot if whiskey my shot was bigger than every one ( Read more... )

Man I had a horrible weekend. I thought going home would make my life better but no. If it wasn't my mother yelling to me saying that I was stupid it was my brother, or my father saying that I wasn't prepared enough for this paper. Blah, blah, blah, and to top it all off stuff wasn't really going right with Micah last night. So I drank last night. ( Read more... )

wants a shotgun and a big bottle of Rum :*(

I am done with my feminine hygienic henderence so why the hell am I all moody and lacking self-confidence? I have experienced several different moods in the last few days and I can't not explain it. I am not bi polar or have SIDs I can confirm that with absolute confidence. I think it's because lately I have been thinking a lot about life and all ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want to do with my life after college. I originally wanted to go to Grad school but as Senior year progresses I am just getting sick and tired of studying. I don't know if I want to work or take time off. I don't know if I want to continue education or work. Don't get me wrong. I still want to get two PhD's. Yes two, and they ( Read more... )

Today's Theological Thursday discussion basically confirmed my affirmation on how American Society within the 21st century views Marriage ( Read more... )