So I am not single anymore. Yes I have a Boyfriend. In all my femininity I really enjoy saying that I am in a relationship. It's really weird though. It just kinda all happened. I haven't even really had time to tell the family ( Read more... )

I never realized how closed off my heart was until Micah came along. I think I like him but I can't really know. I refuse to say I like you too and I don't know why. I mean there is a connection? Am I afraid to get close again? I don't know what this stuff is like after you get your heart broken cause I have never been close in a relationship. Well ( Read more... )

Why is it the year I decide to swear off men a guy comes into my life? I don't know what to think and I don't know what to do. I guess this is what happens after you get your heartbroken the first time. People are telling me to go with it. I like this guy but at the same time I feel guilty about it. WHY DO I FEEL GUILTY? I think its because I know ( Read more... )

drinking with your best guy friends and playing old school Nintendo is probably the best akward fun I've had in a while. However the aftermath is never akk that great X)

So I am on track and will graduate in May. Yay I love the Arts and Science office unlike the stupid conservatory. The Arts and Science office gave me everything I needed to know and I am actually a little a head which is great! ^^ No more conservatory for me which is fine cause I am so pissed off at the conservatory and some faculty members in the ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE SU! Right now I can't graduate in May because I won't be able to get my music minor but because I won't be able to get my music minor I can't get my degree in my major. So therefore I am dropping my music minor because of one Fucking course. Because they switched the curriculum last year without my knowledge. I really didn't want my ( Read more... )

I am back at school. I totally thought yesterday would be amazing but it wasn't but thats okay. The not okayness of yesterday started at 3:30 in the morning yesterday when my dog woke up up to get off my bed. I noticed a weird feeling from the lip and went into the bathroom and noticed that it was swollen well the left top part is swollen so I don' ( Read more... )

So I went a whole month without updating so I probably should now. So the goals I had set up for myself this summer I only completed half. I did pass Bio and English thank you very much, However I did not read as many books on Catholicism as I had planned on. I just couldn't after 2 courses in 5 weeks. However I got really into Nora Roberts Romance ( Read more... )

there are four movies that I absolutely must see in the next year ( Read more... )

My mother has managed to piss me off in less time than I imagined. She's going on about how I don't have a life because I don't have a boyfriend or that I am not off at LA saving prostitutes or something. Don't ask. All I know is that I am tired of her Bull Crap. I am tired of her putting me down all the fucking time. "You'll never be able to take ( Read more... )