well...things went down and i kind of feel like shit for it but i also know Ashley did not deserve that...and Rick can say he told he the truth after and all that but we know for a fact that he did't...so how's the job going...o wait you don't have one and you told Ashley you did when you were tellinh Ash the truth about everything...and that ( Read more... )

They're so persuasive, with their fucking lies. Not an ounce of respect. They'll do anything to sell deception ( Read more... )

Fuck all these baby bullshit game, no one wants to tell what is going on or anything like that, then my opinions will remain the same...if someone you know is super pissed at you and you do some stupid shit and it can be taken the wrong way, why not tell them how and who it was meant for...dont know...im sick of this running around,if i wanted to ( Read more... )

I'm in school and have nothing to do so...Hi, lol thats all I can think of to say...Well, hopefully today is better than the last, so I'll wright later and tell you all about it...Bye bye

This might upset some people but hay, if it does then stop reading it when you where getting mad...This is my journal and my feelings are in it...Try to help someone and you feel like the bad person...Can someone tell me how that works out?...Tried to help a friend out and feel like shit....why...I'll tell you why...I know someone is going to get ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday was a good day...Amanda came to my house and fell asleep with me untill about six in the morning, then had to go home because she had snuck out to see me. I also got my report card and all a's but science which was a c. But that is still pretty damn good. Well other than that news, Valentine's day is this saterday, I can't wait to ( Read more... )

I'm at my house, pretty boring..no one is here today. Amanda's sick and not allowed out, Heather is i don't know where but it is not like she can come over cuz she usually comes up with Amanda. And it is not like Ashley ever comes down with Amanda so...i'm alone...school is okay...straing a's alomost...all but science...so i have this impeccable ( Read more... )

This journal entry was really written in english because i had nothing to do, but anyhow...Amanda you are my world. i love you more than anything. More than a year ago you came into my life & changed it around. Changed it for the best. You make me a better person. i want to thank you for staying & helping me through everything. Without you my world ( Read more... )

hey, i'm in school and there is nothing for me to do right now...my tummy hurts and i don't have money for lunch becaues i forgot it again...i wouln't be bored if Amanda was on-line but shes not she is sleeping, and i guess that it is okay...she has been tired the past few nights...i just miss her and want to talk to her...i don't have much to talk ( Read more... )

There's school tomorrow, sucks. i can't sleep it's like 1:30 and all i could do is toss and turn,urgh. i was just laying there and tossing and turning and thinking and i felt like wrighting. my vacation was a good one not long enought tho. i noticed that when i was home i don't rember much of what i did, but when i was with Amanda i rember ( Read more... )