Well I have 10 minutes left and, i felt like telling how my weekend was...friday was perfect Amanda pretended that she had to go to the cemetary to check her mom's grave cuz of what has happened to it, but when we got there she was like i lied, and got on her knee and asked me to marry her and i cryed and yelled at her for doing it cuz i had bought ( Read more... )

There were just too many times people have tried to look inside of me ( Read more... )

Hey...i'm in school...not doing much...kinda boring, but this is my class that goes by fast...im going to Fall River today, but i think that i am going home first cuz Rick was going to do something for Ashley and i don't want to like be there and ruin it...well i know that i won't ruin it but it probally won't be as special tehee..we will probally ( Read more... )

You know I started to grow ( Read more... )

today is an okay day...I'm waiting for Amanda to come over, and we are going to put stuff on the christmas tree, my mother told us that we had to get an ornimate to put on the tree for us...that so cute...i didnt got to school today cuz i was sick and i had to get up at like the ass crack of dawn to learn a paper route that i'm going to be doing ( Read more... )

"You are wrong, fucked, and overrated I think I'm gonna be
sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept since I woke
up And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker This is
the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING"

Anyhow...this weekend has been pretty good...I hung out with Heather all of it...it was cool...And well I have not talked to Ashley much...if any...o well, it is up to her to call me I don't want to get in the way of her and her boyfriends time alone, and I'm just going to let her do what she wants, even tho it feels like she is just getting more ( Read more... )

I know that I strayed away from God and I know that I sin. There was a time when I worried about going to hell for being gay but you know what, I'm not gay I love Amanda for who she is not because she is a girl. I'm in love with who she is not what, I love her for her. I asked people weather or not if I was going to hell for being gay, but you know ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE ( Read more... )

Well, I think that I can actually make it through school...Mid-Terms are soon and I'm actually doing good for once...bout time i did something right...I got my tounge peirced like two weeks ago this up coming friday...Anywho...I noticed I'm always mad or have something sad to say when I wright so here is my sad part...my grandfather is dying...he's ( Read more... )