I’ve been wondering lately exactly how many chicks are in the sea for me…

No… not really, that would make my issues worse… T_T

[this is my first post using windows live writer… cause I’m cool like that]

Anyway, let’s move on to the post…?

I’ve been thinking a lot towards what religion I should follow [because I need one] and I’m starting to ( Read more... )

 I just thought I was entitle to post a quick thank you for the messages and comments lately. Honestly, they make me feel better because I like attention. Not only that, but they have great advice.

Something I've been thinking about that makes me love the comments and messages more is because I knew that if I would have seen any of my posts [if I  ( Read more... )

 I'm so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired all the fucking time. I don't even understand myself anymore. I have no idea what these alien feelings are and I can't seem to grasp their meaning. Why should I live and carry these ungodly things around. Is this why normal people are so fucking pissy all the time? Do feelings even matter in ( Read more... )

Describe your dream house (even if it's not a house).

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A shallow grave. Fuck you livejournal.

 I want to die.

I can't stop thinking about her. I listen to music that reminds me of her, I picture her all the time and all the memories we have ever had. Her whispers fill my thoughts and turn my dreams to nightmares.
I used to believe that I had no fears and that I was utterly emotionless. That was all fucking lies to myself. I am so sick of ( Read more... )

Generally I hide from attention, except on the web. Although the real world is the place in which I should be using my attention-craving skills, I can't stand it. I hate people looking at me and judging me. In essence, the internet is my fortress of public solitude. I can post whatever the hell I feel like and, though it may be public, not give a ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't say I'd post prose, but here goes anyway. This is more of a romance story I've been working on out of boredom ( Read more... )

Fate absolutely does not exist. If fate really existed, do you think people are fated to live and die in poverty in bad health? Or is your reasoning that it is that they deserve it. If it is fate, the if you get sick, do you just stay home? Screw the hospital, because if you are fated to die, you will. Fate is probably one of the worse ideas ever, ( Read more... )

 Ahhh, I'm so sorry. I haven't really been thinking much lately, just reading. Been keeping up on my Aristotle. Yeah, I read that. Right now though I'm reading his philosophy on Metaphysics. No worries, I won't bore you with the details, I'll just blog blog BLOGGGG. (yeah, it needed the extra G's ( Read more... )

Surprisngly enough I've spent a lot of time doing charity work. I don't quite know why, I just enjoy helping people.
From protesting to firsthand volunteering, I've helped. Usually I go for anti-suicide or ones that aim to help kids. I've done a lot of anti-racism volunteer work too, I really REALLY hate racism. I know I know, I'm white, I have it ( Read more... )