I don't even know why I am still awake, but this seems like something to do! lol. Since last I spoke, I got married (civil unionized. whatever.)! I am... just in such a good place. And I don't want to seem like some asshat, and I don't want to seem like I am overcompensating. I just wanted to pop in, and say I am doing great. I love my life.

so. it is official. the date is set. pete and i are getting "married", excuse me, civil unioned on february 9th at noon by Judge Toto (yes that's a real name!). it will seriously make me the happiest fag on earth. i adore pete and look forward to watching him die or spending eternity with him, whatever your denomination allows.

As I settle into an easy quiet on the homefront, my world around me seems to crumble. I wasn't quite sure how I was feeling about everything, and then I turned 31 last week and I shut myself in, cancelled all plans, got pretty rip-roaring drunk, ugly cried for about two hours and went to sleep at 7pm. Doing that opened me up to enough clarity where ( Read more... )

I have had a busy few weekends in between moving Julie and Glenda to Brooklyn, going to the beach and getting sun poisoning, going camping at this beautiful lake resort in the Poconos, and catching up on all things house cleaning. This weekend I am going to the shore and then I have NYC PrideFest on Sunday. Today I have a metric fuckload of errands ( Read more... )

I figured I would post to kind of let people know that I am alive. Peter and I have been going nonstop weekend to weekend and I have off today and he doesn't (ha ha!) so I figured I would stop by and say hey ( Read more... )

it's a new year. I am the same shawn. the one goal/resolution i have set for myself this year is to learn some much needed discipline. Yes its vague and a big picture kind of a thing but it is what i really need in life right now. 2007 was really wrapped up in all of my alcoholic nonsense. am i an alcoholic? probably. i mean who is to say. i stay ( Read more... )

I am officially done christmas shopping. my cards are sent. my tree is decorated and looks great. Next weekend is the big gay holiday bake-off. and from here on in I can wrap gifts in my leisure for two weeks. It feels good to get this monkey off my back. I only went 380 dollars over budget - meaning that is what ended up on evil charge cards. so ( Read more... )

I feel like I am missing something. At home I pretty much only use the computer to print out recipes or directions, check my mail, pay my bills, and to get a dose of celebrity gossip so that i can follow some of the conversations in the office. I mean I suppose it is a good thing, but I still feel left out of the loop a little bit as it seems ( Read more... )

I am feeling a little insecure. I am having crazy electrical problems at the house. The lights are flickering and alot of my small electronics (i.e. my trimmer for my beard and my charger for my air mattress pump so i can go camping tomorrow) are not working. The tv works and the computer works... so far. Peter went out with his sister tonight to ( Read more... )

I am so tired. So so tired. And I am officially 30.