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needing to vent and no one reads these anymore :P
so here i am getting closer to 25 and still have no idea what its like to really be someones girlfriend... I don't think dating C.W. for 2 weeks back when i was 18 counts... The worst part is i feel like I'll always be single, i could go out and have countless affairs with people desperate enough to be intimate with me but i find it hard to believe ( Read more... ) -
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myspace won't let me edit anything on my mom's computer so although you cant see picturesof him I have a siberian husky puppy he was originally named Demon but I changed it to Sweeney (the demon barber of fleet street) sincedemon is too common of a name for huskies he's black and white with bright blue eyes... I bought him last saturday in the ( Read more... ) -
My Saturday...
I had to come home to help my sister get ready for prom and the only way i had a ride was to get up at 4:30 am and ride with blake and kelly while they dropped kelly off at work (blake didn't tell me this until 3am while i was lying down watching comedy central, gabriel iglesias specifically, so i ended up not going to sleep at all)... blake was ( Read more... ) -
You underestimate the power of my sneakiness
SO Kira was bummed that she didn't go on the drama trip this year since they saw Wicked in chicago ( Read more... ) -
So much for being an adult...
So i guess my cousin Annie hasn't been talking to me which is fine... that didn't bother me (she's mad at me because I was talking to my mom about something she said that pissed me off ... she had said that she was marrying her boyfriend so her son can have a stable family life)... so is she saying my family is unstable? ... and people who marry ( Read more... ) -
so maybe i am a spaz... so what?
so I find out last night that Kira is dating a guy who's 23 well 22 but I guess his birthday's next month... anyway I'm flipping out... I mean Kira may be 18 but if you know her you know she's not mentally at that age yet... I mean i can't imagine her dating anyone i went to school with, and this guy's just over a yr older than me ( Read more... ) -
I miss me...
So anyway figured I'd write since i haven't done so in a while... i found a box of my photos today and was going through them... in particular i found a group of photos from when i was working at challenge and i look so thin compared to how i look now... it depresses me that i let that go... I can remember losing weight that summer because i was ( Read more... ) -
and no one cares *cries*
so what's happened since last post?... well first off my grandpa passed away just a few days after the whole post about the b-day party... Him and i were never close so i don't miss him i had pre-set ideas of him that kept me from doing so (some of you will know what i mean by this)... and i'll leave it at the fact that he was never as good as a ( Read more... ) -
Comment So I Know You CARE :P
So I came back over to Blake's to visit one night before being gone 2 weeks (I'll be watching horses and house sitting for my aunt and uncle). I went to sleep around 9 last night i was so tired ( Read more... ) -
updating... Again!
so i had an ear infection that just went away a few days ago... now i'm at Blakes helping out with the Baby and such ( Read more... )