Comments | daidee182: needing to vent and no one reads these anymore :P

daidee182

needing to vent and no one reads these anymore :P

Oct 07, 2010 00:53

so here i am getting closer to 25 and still have no idea what its like to really be someones girlfriend... I don't think dating C.W. for 2 weeks back when i was 18 counts... The worst part is i feel like I'll always be single, i could go out and have countless affairs with people desperate enough to be intimate with me but i find it hard to believe ( Read more... )

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julesi October 7 2010, 13:58:34 UTC

I still hang out on livejournal!

I think if you put yourself out there and asked someone on a date, you would be surprised. There's a lot to love about you. I swear you won't be single forever. Maybe start going to a cafe once a week. Strike up a conversation with other regulars.

so i was wrong :P daidee182 October 9 2010, 20:20:29 UTC

thanks Jules... I'm sure that something I'd need to do, the whole anxiety thing makes it damn near impossible to meet new people, i can't start conversations and I'm absolutely horrible with first impressions :P

Re: so i was wrong :P ecstaticangel October 10 2010, 14:13:58 UTC

Oh, maybe this winter, since josh will be home to watch the kids, we should go out to some cafes together. That way you will have someone in your corner to give you more confidence. Besides, I need to work on my unablitiy to make friends.

remember me in high school. ecstaticangel October 10 2010, 14:10:40 UTC

ok, I was just like that in high school. everyone saw me as just a friend, never really dateable. Then I meet the right guy and everything seemed to fall into place. I was wrong. I thought I was going to never going to get married. I believe you are wrong too. You will find someone at the right time in your life. Life seems to work in mysteriest ways. Just be open to it when it presents itself.