I have been lost in thought this evening. It really hit me tonight. Conrad is 10 months old. I never could've imagined my life this way, but I don't regret the decisions I have made ( Read more... )

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I posted a while back about my budding obsession with cloth menstrual products, and included a picture of my stash (anyone remember?).

For those of you that are interested, the website http://www.gladrags.com/ offers some great products. It is a good website for those of you that want to get into cloth, but are unsure of how to get started.

I think I may have to suck it up and let Kristopher's mom babysit for a half hour on Tuesdays.

Someone please tell me that it isn't possible for her to do something drastically stupid in half an hour's time. It just doesn't make sense for me to drive half an hour to drop Conrad off, only to have his dad come pick him up half an hour later.

Life is unfair.
My period decided to make an appearance today, and I suspect that I was indeed menstruating at 4 weeks and 7 weeks postpartum.

"Why me?" seems like a very good question to be asking right now.

Money is tight right now.
How tight? We (Kristopher and I)spent $1300 in the past month and a half on car repairs, bills, gas, my siblings, things Conrad needs, and things that we wanted. Now the Tracker needs to be repaired again, but we can't afford it. It isn't something we can fix ourselves. The exhaust pipe rusted through and fell offWe also ( Read more... )

My house is a mess, I need a shower, I'm exhausted, I have drool and spit up all over me, my relationship is strained, I never get any sex, my boobs hurt, and I really would like a few minutes to myself.

Conrad iscurled up in my lap sleeping though, and I couldn't be happier. I love this kid :)

I went and registered for some classes at ACC today. I'm officially a pre-nursing student :). I'm really excited, but this means I'll have to find a babysitter a few hours a week for when Kris is working or our classes overlap. It's only 7 credit hours, but I'm finally doing it ( Read more... )

I'm going to be in Boyne for a little bit tomorrow. Anyone want to meet up?

I love him and I'm going to stay with him.

If I keep saying it, I might even convince myself.