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If he asked me, I'd say yes. -
my new wheels
As the hellishness of clearing out the old apartment came to a close, I decided to try out my new bike on the road in front of my uncle's house. I haven't ridden a bike in seven or eight years. Seriously. The snow is almost entirely melted now and the sun was so warm and cheery today as I pedaled up and a down the road. Remember when you were a kid ( Read more... ) -
soo nervous
Second semester starts in about eight hours. This is my last chance. Must not fuck this up. -
failure
I did it. I tried to make it look like an accident.
"Hey, are you there?" No, of course you're not - not when I really need you. -
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Feeling kind of abandoned. My best friend isn't loyal to me and doesn't care if we remain friends or not. My boyfriend is...I have no idea. I'm getting really worried about that at this point. Was it ever real to him? Was it just a fling for him? If so, why would he tell me he loved me? Regardless, I am through with chasing after him. I've sent him ( Read more... ) -
what a day
Tried to apply to college today, but the Ontario colleges site is down, as is the Canada revenue site, so I couldn't get my tax refund cheque today either. Poop. Had a heated phone argument with my so-called best friend. She still wants to be friends with a guy who assaulted me earlier this month. And yet I am a horrible person for thinking that ( Read more... ) -
...sigh...
Tried to arrange something with M. for tonight. He says he's hurt his leg, but he's not even talking to me online. I offered to visit him at his house, but he didn't reply.
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Freyja
Pints with M. last night. Many, many pints. I was so drunk that I hardly remember the walk home. All I remember is stopping in a churchyard to lay down in the snow. Once we got to my apartment, I baked a frozen pizza for us and we went to bed. The more I get to know him, the more I love him. At some point last night we were talking about our ( Read more... ) -
guh
Poet Boy came back to town. I felt guilty during our instant message conversation because I didn't mention anything about M. and me. I guess I have no reason to feel guilty, considering he kind of ditched me and we had no real commitments to each other. But still.
Maybe it's better not to tell him online anyway.
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Nightmares last night, but I don't remember them. I just know that once I realized I was dreaming, I shook myself awake ( Read more... )