heart pain

[dalake4230]

Allison found an apartment and she and Olivia moved out today. It has been very eye opening with them here. We have had our moments but what has been wonderful is how alive I have been and felt. We talked today and she had to admit that my home is NOT warm and friendly. Up stairs in the attic where they have been living is so cozy and fun. I am

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[zen_bastard]

This seems to be coming up a lot lately, but the question to ask in these situations is "what am I getting out of this, and is it anything I want/need/can afford?" That doesn't need to be a selfish question. Sometimes the best way to help someone is to make them deal with their own shit.

[dalake4230]

Sometimes I really hate the Silly Season. We are suppose to get a tree and all that crap and It is so hard to fake it.