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I guess I shoud've written something a long time ago. SOmehow, I'm out of computer on my own wish. blah.
So, in case someone thaught I'm dead- don't be too happy. I'm still here == -
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I'm not a frequent gest here. To leave, or not to leave...? I was deleting it already yet somehow I'm still hanging in here. So I guess there's no need of vanishing from this weird place after all ( Read more... ) -
Out of blue
LJ says I updated this 11 weeks ago... Seems long. And most of the time I wonder why do I still keep it? Plans about it died looong ago. I replaced it with a very handy notebook which is with me regardless of where I am going. It seems pretty heavy for my bag with the notebook in weighs a tone! Really. I am surprised myself how heavy can such a ( Read more... ) -
To be or...
Decisions... My worst nightmare, and yet I can. At least in this matter I decided to be strict. Dates are dates and when something isn't cleared to the time it should be then I won't be waiting for somebody's mercy. Maybe it's a mistake, maybe I should be waiting patiently like a lamb for its turn in the deathline, but I don't want to. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Again
I must've been fooling myself thinking I can... The hell with it!! I don't know if I'm tired or nervous or something else than this but... Fuck, something is wrong. Somethng inside is misplaced, got lost, vanished... Shit! Yes, me and my goddamn drawing, that's what this is about. ...emptyemptyemptyemptyemptyemptyempty ( Read more... ) -
Monday night
Stupid thaughts had entered my mind again and I can't get rid of them. Second skin that comes out in least expected moment, itch, curse ( Read more... ) -
I had a dream...
So down... so fucking down... If I had a good reason at least... Well, the end of a beautiful dream that left me craving for more, hollow, sad, depressed... It should have been different, ne? It should have... But it's not. I wish I had the ability to disperse into million invisible pieces and attach to every single note then... To every accord, ( Read more... ) -
Time meachine
Quoting Deftones: "Back To School." I never knew that it's so... Short! The lessons, I mean. I remember being on the other side some years ago; listening to the teacher lasted for ages, unlike now. I don't know how did I manage to handle it, having just one coffee around 7.00 a. m. History mixed with English is really something ^ ^ As a proof I ( Read more... ) -
Meme
Od powieszonyAssociation Meme: Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given ( Read more... ) -
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Actually, I don't even know why I decided to open this journal and write? Another thing that gives nothing except just being and forcing to look at from time to time and maybe write something... stupid ( Read more... )