do you know where your children are?...

i don't want to go back to school. 
i don't want to stay at home.
i think i just wanna disappear and go travel somewhere. like africa.
just selll all my shit and pack what i need and leave.
not warn anybody.
maybe my parents.
maybe if i travel i'll forget all the crap that's bothering me. 
maybe i'll find someone to ( Read more... )

i never wanted to love you, but thats okay....
its alright, i never thought i'd fall in love again...

and i still love the magic numbers.
and i still love that i am alone.
but i am okay with it.

isn't it funny how wrong first impressions can be?
i thought clark was the wonder school. there were cute boys when i visited. they must have been a mirage. ( Read more... )

its been too long buddy. 
i havent written.
ive left you alone.
i am really sorry. 
ill try to be a geek again and sit at my computer typing how my day went to you again.
promise!

well now that that is out of the way... whats new?
i am alone. but not really.
i dont know any boys... that arent like brothers to me.
but im okay with that right now.
clark has A ( Read more... )

The porno of kara's life will be called ...

"Life of a sex addict"

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and no i'm not dead.
but sometimes i'd rather be.
but thats only when im not having sex.
duh.

shoot me.

hi. my names kara.
i dont post anymore.
not because i dont have interesting things to say. i swear i do.
but because im either lazy or busy.
but now, just because im bored, ill post.

summer. wow. it has been a bit crazy.
luckily em was there. i think i would die if she wasnt.<33
and luckily we know cool  kids like tally and rach and steph and the crew at ( Read more... )

its definitly summer. 
i can feel it now. 
SO WHYYYY AM I POSTING ON LJ? 
bc its raining... and im bored. until 4.

so whats been happening....
-got my car(which failed inspection. grrrrreat.)
-got a job(yeah subway!)
-went to see rocky horror again and drooled over the nicest ass EVER. oh hes hotttttt. (see kellys lj entry for the fun stuff hah. im too ( Read more... )

life has gotten so intense lately ( Read more... )

so heres a bipolar moment ( Read more... )

so things aren't tooo shitty, they could just manage to be better.
but that mango i just ate made me feel a bit better. and this music is nice. and i just had a good laugh at ryans newest addition to his shoe collection. 
so like i sad. not too bad.
sunday, bloody sunday...

but even with all that good stuff, im still sad. and screwing myself over. ( Read more... )

DEAR LIVE JOURNAL,
I HATE YOU. 
I JUST SPENT A GOOD HALF HOUR POURING MY HEART OUT.
AND YOU FUCKED UP.
I HATE YOU. 
and i hate how much i hurt today.
FUCKKKKK. 
i wish that had saved. but maybe this is how it was suppsed to be. no one was supposed to know.
FUCK. YOU. LJ. I HATE YOU.
fin