so umm i say fuck shoes ( Read more... )

so it may seem like today should be awful. really truely terrible. there shouldnt be any reason why im happy today ( Read more... )

oh yes it can.
im not sure what to write. i have no life lately, hence nothing to write about. 
i spent the day before easter with emilie and jweston and benjamin aka my future husband and tally aka my current wife. 
that was a super fun afternoon. we got lost in a field. dont know whose fault that was....... 
we also colored eggs. gotta love easter. 
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ok i lied ( Read more... )

well what is sat prep for if not updating lj?
yeah.
so fuck.
theres a lot i could write about.
but im not gunna, because i have stalkers.
so it'll be in code..
pj is my best friend.
EVER.
haha. we're tight.
and people named kyle are awesome.
especially merron. HAHAH. jk.
ok well. this was pointless. i should be doing history. oh well.
so stuff sucks right now.
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"Well sometimes I punch myself as hard as I can
Yelling nobody cares hoping someone will tell me how
Wrong I am"

well today was nice. went out to bowl with shane. then out to eat. it was good. 
kinda of weird after yesterday. there was a definite change. you could feel it. but oh well. 
and atleast its mutual. its good to know...

and now i dont know what ( Read more... )

so yesterday was absolutely terrible. it was the worst day i've had in a long time. and it was over an ipod. wow. how crazy.

but thats all solved. and things will be a little different for a while, but its ok. because i did what i had to and it all worked out.

but it will take me a while to trust him again...

which makes having someone else to talk ( Read more... )

as by my title you can guess im in a shit mood ( Read more... )

ok so valentines day was awesome. hes so cute. we got ice cream and swang haha. it was very fun. 
then i hung out with kristina and we did some science fair. which was fun.
the actual science fair itself is over and done with and we got a second place. wow. that was unexpected haha. 
the williams essay is over and done with. thank god. 
and its ( Read more... )

ok, can i just say, it was sad music. im so much better. well. kinda.

life still is a bother. mostly school. being stupid. and making me stressed. and such. ugh.

but tomorrow. as im sure you all know. tomorrow is valentines day. aka. holiday to pretend we're in love when no one knows what that is anymore. but oh well. i have a valentine. and he ( Read more... )