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27 Friend Questions
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Where did the time go
I started the year doing so well posting here and now look it has been 2 months with like no posts. So its time for updates. Work is well sort of crazy, the store is being looked at because it is being run by someone who should be sitting in the corner coloring with very dull crayons so he doesn't hurt himself. On the upside I have a new job there ( Read more... ) -
My Heart Is Being Odd
How is it that my heart can be feeling so many things but not be clear on a single damn one of them. I know the things I want in life I know the things that make me happy so why is that when I see something along those lines I can't seem to do anything about it. Am I really that hung up on the past? I know I can't help wanting what my heart wants ( Read more... ) -
What if I knew then...
If I were to go back in time and show myself vids of the people I know and call my friends from now to myself when I first met them would I work so hard to become thier friend. I know that there would be at least one I would dump like a sack of crap. 10 years of lies and bullshit that I could live without. There are some I know I would work harder ( Read more... ) -
Time goes so fast
I know its strange to remember this date but it was sort of a big deal, and to thing its been 2 years. Its funny the things you remember and hold on to from the past. I am still trying to figure out if I remember this as a lesson or just because its a fond memory. Perhaps it is both a lesson that while hard to learn was fun at the same time. I just ( Read more... ) -
Wishes
Every day there is a part of me that wishes deep down I could just stop holding back and do the things I know I shouldn't do because it would mess things up. Maybe I want to wreck everything or maybe part of me thinks that there is the slightest chance that it would work and it would be worth it in the end. But my brian keeps winning and the day it ( Read more... ) -
A Dark Night
Not much to say, I am feeling alone and sad. I some times thing that faking being okay all the time around everone is causing my body to break down. on my days off when I can just hide in my room and feel sad my arms and legs don't hurt as much, it might just be the lack of stress I am putting on myself. I hate this feeling.
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Pokemon Master
I have been sucked into pokemon hard once more. Right now I am sill working on mastering the world and I am thus far up to 385 out of 493 pokemon caught. I now most people would go nuts playing the game like I do but I find the grinding some what calming, it lets me sort of shut my mind down as I play and just dive in. Some of the hardest for me to ( Read more... ) -
Good Day
Not much to post but today has been a good day. I started off with getting my 5 shirts exchanged for the right size and since I was by a game stop I stopped in to get the latest of the Pokemon downloads. To top things off Emma has changed her status on facebook from single to in a relationship :) I am so happy for her. Now I am off to send good ( Read more... ) -
Things Swing The Other Way
Last night was great I was able to talk to my best friend Charli*ann for a long long time just like we use to do in the old days. I even had a chance to give her some advice on a problem/issue she is dealing with. It was just what I needed at the perfect time. It has been to long since we have stayed up far to late talking to one another. In this ( Read more... )