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Kira, Justin and I are doing good. A little twitchy and a little exhausted but overall doing pretty good. I found a daycare center for Kira that I absolutely love and will be a great place to leave my daughter during the day since I have to go back to work. That starts April first so we will see how that goes later. I still need to call work and ( Read more... )

23 weeks - 119 days to go ( Read more... )

I am a creature of lists. Whenever a situation or problem arises I always have to make a list about how to go around solving it. Now when a problem comes up that I cant make a list for I freak out. Lately I have been dealing with a huge issue. I am pregnant. There thats it and this problem is huge. I don't know what emotions to use, how to handle ( Read more... )

Though I should post something since I haven't done it in awhile. Not much is new in my corner ( Read more... )

I have officially just given up trying on this whole fucking life thing. It sucks which I am sure all of you know but it really sucks. Fuck it all to hell! *beats head into wall* So I was thinking about just packing everything up and moving to Oregon. You know clean start and all but then I realized I dont have enough fucking money to do it like ( Read more... )

So far this weekend has been very good to me. On Friday I woke up complelty brain dead and ugh I just didnt want to breathe anymore. Then I signed onto my account at Red Rocks and saw that my summer semester has been completly paid for and oh my god I was so stoked. I am able to continue on with college for yet another semester. *does a happy dance ( Read more... )

I have taken on a new role in my life that I didnt realize until now. This role scares the crap out of me but I guess there is no going back since I had no choice in the first place. My role in life is everyones mother but I cant take care of myself. I babysit my employees at work and constantly worry about them and do everything I can do in my ( Read more... )

I am so fucking sore! Fucking hell man! Sorry about that. Thursday and Friday I moved Margaret and then Monday I moved Lena. If anybody calls and asks me to help them move I will literally tell them to kiss my shiny white ass. Grr! During the span of the moves I have managed to slip a disc in my lower back so my back is not functioning like it ( Read more... )

I have officially lost my fucking mind. Someone needs to call the men in the white coats to come and lock me away for a week that way humanity and myself would be safe from me. I fucking give up on this fucked up thing called life. I am back to being broke and hardly being able to pay the bills let alone college, fuck! I cant feed myself, cant ( Read more... )