Man, I want to kill my brother. I hate him so incredably much. When I tell people I hate him they always say "No you don't, you love him, your brothers." Yeah well, we might be brother but so were Cain and Able. And I do hate him. If he died I wouldn't feel sad, I'd be happy beyond belief. Everythig he does is bastardly. Every last god damn ( Read more... )

That song kicks ass. So what's up everybody? Thats great, good to hear it. So yeah, today and yesterday I hung out with craig all day. He got his truck and we cruised around for like 2 hours. Then we tried to fix his boat and his brother came over and they got in a fight. It was funny as hell. And today we just hung out at his house most the ( Read more... )

Ever felt like blowing something up? I do. Something living. I don't know what though. MAybe it's not a "what" but a "who". Dammit, fuckin denied again. Maybe I should turn myself into a fag then I might be able to get a date. I mean, seriously, this is getting fuckin ridiculous. I'm outta here. Later.

Lately I've been asking myself one question over and over. Is there a God? I mean, I've never seen any 'real' evidence of him, but I haven't seen anything that proves he doesn't exist either. I want to believe he does, cuz hey, I could use a little guidance here. But if he isn't real I don't want to believe in something like that only to be let ( Read more... )

So yeah, thursday, I was online right after school right. And Lia comes on and is all like "hey John, Josh is ditching me tonight, wanna go to a softball game?" So I said sure. WE were on our way there and we had to take the express way. And wouldn't you know it there is a huge traffic jam. We were in it for like 2 hours and we only went a ( Read more... )

Today my dad yelled at me and told me I was in a bad mood and that he thought I should get more sleep. HOW THE HELL CAN I GET MORE SLEEP IF I HAVE TO GET UP AT FUCKIN QUARTER TA SIX IN THE MORNING!? Scool this year is going to be fun, I gots cool people in all my classes and shit. I'm gonna fuck around a lot and do the work to though. Thats my ( Read more... )

"To be the man you walked 500 miles, to the man who wakes up next to you ( Read more... )

Well, I've been thinking. I seem to be doing that a lot latly, just thinking, not really about anything in particular, just thinking. My random thoughts drifted into thinkings about me, girls, how I relate to chicks, all that. And I don't know whats up at all. I mean, sure I've got a bitch that I fuck once in a while, and yes, it's great, but I ( Read more... )

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I'm gonna get some more A S S tomorrow. I went fishin tonight, caught like 8 fish. Got all fucked up. Benn all fucked up. Me and Mike have our plan though, we live it up all this week, and then once school starts, we're goin back to once a week or less. For real, I'm gonna stick with it, I don't wanna fuck myself in the ass again ( Read more... )