Today was a horrible day. I can't airbrush it, make it look better.. granted I'll try as I always do ( Read more... )

Something continues to be off. I still don't know what though. I don't like it. It's making me be down when I have nothing really to be down for ( Read more... )

Should update shouldn't I ( Read more... )

( I'll tell you about my day tomorrow.. I need sleep right now. )

So today.. yeah today. It was better than yesterday, but it had it's ups and downs. Started out in AP Gov where I didn't do much gov work at all. I really liked the blues playing in the background though. Gah, I love blues ( Read more... )

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( I'm procrastinating as usual. )

This is going to be short but I realized a few things tonight. I realized that I really am not happy with the life I'm living. I am doing too much to make me happy on the outside, but not the inside. I'm doing things to make me happy enough so that I don't need to face what I push down, what I refuse to let out. I do just enough to make me ( Read more... )

So this weekend was actually really really fun, surprisingly. Yesterday I got up pretty early and wen to the MLK Jr. Shoreline to do a coastal cleanup.. it's really quite sad actually, seeing the massive amount of trash littered throughout the place. Ask me about it sometime if you care to, the coastal cleanup is a really good thing to do ( Read more... )

On a scale from 1 to suck, this night blew. It started bad, it ended in some ways even worse. Began with major fights with my mom, it ended in some aspects with even worse fights with my mom, and me slamming the front door in her face as I left my house to drive away ( Read more... )