oh how i wish to sleep.

i also wish i could go back to california sometime soon, have a job i love, make good grades in school, be happy.

i should stop complaining. way more people are way more worse off than i.

im really thankful for my life. i dont think about how thankful and blessed i am nearly as much as i should. i dont thank the lord enough for everything hes given, as well as taken, from me. i dont feel like i deserve any of this. i dont deserve anything.

2007 was pretty awesome. im excited for it to end and excited to see what 2008 will bring. mine and ramons one year was on christmas. thats pretty amazing. it really hasnt hit me yet. one year really isnt that long in the big picture...but im 19 and this is my longest relationship. thats probably the most significant thing thats happened to me this ( Read more... )

HEY EVERYBODY!

i freaking hate school.

wow.....

thats all i have to say about the past 3 days. im actually glad tomorrow is monday.

so yesterday on our way to el pasaeo we got rear ended. we were in a rental car because my moms friend who were staying with drives a 2 seater. so we lost like 3 hours of our day waiting for the police to arrive and driving back to the palm springs airport to budget rent a car to get a new car. everyone is fine though. i was sitting in the middle ( Read more... )

so im in california and its so beautiful. im in the desert surrounded by mountains. i just took a freezing cold shower but i dont care. flying wasnt as bad as i thought it was. ok..the first place was. we flew from pcola to houston in a tiny plane, tiny in my opinion, and im pretty sure i had and hour and a half panic attack. from houston to la was ( Read more... )

i had a pretty interesting day. i worked allll day. i always complain so much when i have to work an entire day. ill be honest though, it makes me feel good...like im actually doing something. apparently someone broke into the upstairs of the downtown store this morning or last night ( i was at the other store). the only other young girl that works ( Read more... )

im so glad that my friends/people i associate with arent shitty. im so incredibly glad that my boyfriend isnt a humongous douche bag. also, im glad his friends and i get along. tonight was fun. i dont believe in "karma". but i do believe in the whole what goes around comes back around i thought i told ya yeaaa. haha. so yea..im no longer going to ( Read more... )

today i work i set up christmas decorations. last time i checked it was september. when i was taking things off the selves to set up one of them feel and eveyrthing came crashing down..it was really really funny. i laughed so hard i was crying. everyone else laughed too. i broke like 5 things. i dont think ill get in trouble, i dont really care if ( Read more... )