i dont know how else to word it except for im not ok. im not very happy. certain things in my life bring me unbelievable joy. but overall im not really happy. my job depresses me. its boring and i dont like one of my bosses. he talks so down to me and makes me feel stupid almost every time i work with him. school is going good though. i got my ( Read more... )

i hate periods. i called into work today because i feel like im about to throw up my insides. i dont actually know if they people i work with know im sick. or "sick". they wouldnt answer their cell phones and i left a voice mail. ill just assume they got it. oh yea, and i hate periods.

so heres the deal..

im lucky to be going to college for free. its awesome that i have a scholarship for 100%. so im not going to complain. im not going to say how much i hate school and how much i dont wanna go back. ok

also, i spent $135 on 2 bras and 1 pair of underwear. i suck

i have that weird feeling in your stomach when youre forced to think about something you really dont want. and you just cant stop thinking about it. i feel like i always wanna be doing something but then when im out i always just want to be home. i really dont want to work tomorrow. i have flea bites all over me. im in one of those moods where i ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

one of my best friends in the entire world, a girl ive known since i was two years old had a baby today. me, my mom, and my step dad went to visit her after i got off work. i almost cried so many times. i love her so much. and i love her little boy so much and i only spent 30 minutes with him. my mom freaked out when i held him. she said she just ( Read more... )

i need a job. someone give one to me, please.

ohhh life is great.

people are funny. some people are so out of touch with reality all you can do is laugh at them.

im about to go job hunting. hahaha. thats really funny to me. i dont even remember what its like to apply for a job, or go in and ask for an application. im nervous. part of me wants a little restaurant job. it would be easy to work a lot during the summer then work around my schedule when school starts. butttt i dont know if i would make enough ( Read more... )

hey so i got fired today. if anyone knows of a place hiring let me know please. thanks.