I don't think I am very happy with where I am with my life right now. I have no love, I have no time for love, and I don't know if I want to continue what I love ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing, simply amazing. I drove up to Maine Maritime with Lisa for the double header that happened today. (Girls lost, no surprise. MMA's girls are pretty legit. Boys won by over 20 points!) So of course I spent the evening with Nick ( Read more... )

i have no idea what im doing or what i want to do anymore. it makes me really sad. things that i usually love i'm just not sure how i feel about anymore.

....depressed....

I want to be the pretty one

they start ( Read more... )

Boys suck. Hardcore. It's a very well known fact. They should suck Llamma balls.

So I went to Maine Maritime Tuesday night to see Nick. It was great. The orginial plan was for me to stay in Andy's room because we didn't think nicks' roomie was gonna appreciate me staying in there. So I went and met up with Andy then as we went to go sign in we ran into Nick. I was happy, my heart skipped abeat really ( Read more... )

So I met this guy this weekend. He's really nice. Very tall, muscular, gentleman qualities *he opens door for ladies*, rough around the edges *black belt in karate*, IRISH!, and just really nice. He's kind of a lot like me in the sense of some stubborness, and views on relationships. He's pretty damn attractive, and I LOVE his brown eyes. I can't ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot. a friggin idiot. absolute idiot. i had the invite, i had the guy, but i lacked the guts and self confidence. i'm an idiot, a bonefide idiot.

....gah i hate it when i like guys!

This year is already going by super fast, do you realize it'll be October this weekend?! GAH! I have also done so much, and have so much more to do. I think this year might kill me,but that's okay ( Read more... )