I don't know what I'm doing. I had so much fun last night, felt special, beautiful and girlie. Granted he cooked dinner, not me, but I still felt girlie. I loved falling asleep in his arms, and I can't believe I cried. I don't want to get hurt but at the same time I do. I'm so sick of being a lone but really our timing is off. He wants to be single ( Read more... )

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anybody play zoombeanies lately?

*Sigh* Has it been a long day. Babysitting two four year olds, a two year old, and two large dogs is rather tiring. Especially after working out for two hours at 7:30 this morning in York and then getting my hair dyed for three hours. RIP Blonde strands ( Read more... )

My wish is that life will never end, and that I will accomplish a lot of things. I realized this the other day when it was encredibly sunny here. Our first day of real sun, and no snow, and decent heat all year. How did I handle this day do you ask? In a very immature manner. I went to my first class, where he kept us only for half an hour. I then ( Read more... )

Ahhhh i hate being sick, especially when its supposed to be my spring break! GAH!

Three years ago I had no idea how I was going to live my life being away from the friends that I have known since I was in elementary school. And yet, three years later, I am still alive. Making new friends every day, doing things I never thought I would do. I had imagined myself being depressed day after day and never doing much of anything. Maybe ( Read more... )

Competition is this saturday, have we done the routine all the way yet? No. Do all of the stunts stick? No. Did we have a 6 hour practice yesterday where not much gone done because Coach can't take charge? Yes ( Read more... )

If one word could describe me, it would be frazzled. No, stressed. No, hectic. No, wait I guess that's a few words. Either way life is oh so crazy lately. I've been getting up around 8am the last few days and not going to bed till the next morning. Allowing only a few precious hours of sleep to rebuild my body. Needless to say, it's catching up. ( Read more... )

I don't understand love I guess, or even lust for that matter. I'm not looking for either, but if they fall into my lap I will take any chances I get. However, it's gotta fall before I can take a chance I guess ( Read more... )

Life here at SJC is so hectic and busy and tiring. I am currently waiting for my group memebers to show up to the Heff so that we can do our business simulation for class, which is in a few hours and will probably take us the whole time to do. So, I thought it'd be good to update, even though I don't think too mnay people really read this ( Read more... )